It's funny how quickly we forget. Days, weeks, months of loneliness--not wanting to get up in the morning, dreading the next day, but at the same time, hoping life would just pass by quicker. I'm happy to say that today is not one of those days, and I have not had that dark and empty feeling for a long time now. I am on the other side, and I feel good.
Looking in at those who are in darkness, I, forgetfully, heartlessly and hypocritically send a hateful glare. I unknowingly add to their pain, snuffing out any ounce of faith they had in me.
Luckily, all it takes is a couple minutes for a friend's perspective-changing realization that can warm and transform a cold heart back into a feeling and sympathizing thing once again. Though it means reliving the hurtful past for a little while, it is no comparison to a person's real and vivid heartache of loneliness in the present.
I'm sorry, I will not forget anymore.
1 comment:
you have a heart of gold.
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